back to the first time weekend story!!!part 3

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Sorry to interupt the weekend story but-------

i apologize to be interupting the story of when Mistress left me alone the first time,but Mistress demanded that i come on tonight and post about how and why i no longer need to apply certain make-up!Some make up i still need to apply daily,but as far as lipstick,blush,eye liner,eye shadow goes,i no longer need to apply these daily,and this is the reason. But first,why i was ordered to come on and post this humiliating tail,is because Mistress got very angry tonight when she came home,and found out that her sissy fag maid,cracked her favorite mug while doing the dishes today,so after a very sound spanking,and tit and nipple torture,as well as a long round of getting a dildo slammed into my sore fag hole while standing at the sink,crying,and stating over and over again that i will be more carefull while doing my owners dishes,all the while re-washing every dish in the strainer so Mistress could inspect on how i do it. Of course,after being soundly and harshly punished,and being brutally ass raped with a dildo,and verbally chastised while trying to do the dishes correctly,i of course made a few mistakes,and naturally i was very harshly corrected on all those mistakes.
After Mistress was thru punishing and scolding me,which ALWAYS makes her highness hot and bothered,i was naturally ordered to my knees,where i performed oral worship on her Majesty's beautiful treasure until she climaxed several times,at which point,Mistress kicked me away,and went into her bedroom,shouting at me to get back to my chores. about 30 minutes into dusting and wiping down the cupboards and such,Mistress came out of her bedroom yelling for me---"fagot,where the hell are you cunt???,get you queer ass over here NOW!",i actually jumped when Mistress shouted,and then quickly ran to her,bowed my head,and during my curtsey i was slapped and told to get on my knee's,i quickly knelt,and was about to beg Ma'am to please tell me what was wrong,when Mistress attached the leash to my collar,turned,and dragged me behind her back to her bedroom,once there,i was literally dragged by leash to her computer,where Mistress sat,and pulled me towards her,letting go of the leash and grabbing my hair harshly,yanking my head back and forth and forcing me to look at the screen,thru my tears i noticed Mistress was logged on to this blog,then Mistress spoke--"do you want to explain to me why this blog is such a mess you miserable pansy??",mistress said as she pulled tighter on my hair,i could heat the irritation in her voice,as she continued,"didnt I tell you to get your pathetic ass on here and fix all those damn typos??,didnt I cunt?",mistress made her point as she shook my head by my hair--"i tried to mumble out my apology thru my pathetic sobbing,but Mistress wasnt having any excuses,she just let me have it,verbally and physically,"shut that cum dumpster you miserable little pathetic loser,I told you that you will correct all these typos,and stop making so many mistakes when posting,how the hell do you think Mistress,her friends,and your Master Micheal are supossed to enjoy reading about your humiliating experiences,if we cant even understand what the hell you are writting about?you are truly worthless,you cant do dishes,you cannot do your chores correctly,you are absolutely pathetic in bed,you have a tiny little cockette,and the absolute smallest balls i have ever seen,let alone touched,and now,you cant even post a single blog without screwing that up,is there anything you can do properly you pathetic little queer??anything?"--mistress let go of my hair and stared at me deviantly as i cried,trying to hold back the tears and the humiliation,but i just couldnt,all i could do was stutter and mumble out my apology,but mistress had no interest in waiting for me to stutter away thru my sobs,she stood up,slapped me hard across the face and told me to shut up,walked past me,opened up her toy chest,and while doing this ordered me to remove my panties,--"oooooh,nnnooooo,p-p-p-please m-m-mmistwresssss,noooo,pwease",i begged,lisping like a fag,and crying,stuttering the whole time,Mistress was a true sadist,and a true deviant,and now i was going to be put thru even more discipline. when Mistress walked back to me,i had my panties in hand,and was kneeling again,i didnt expect nor was i braced for the next slap that hit my face,it knocked me side ways,and rang my ears,then i heard mistress yelling at me in a disgusted voice,as i felt her kick at me with her ebautiful foot,--"you disgusting pathetic little pervert,are those spooty stains in your pretty little panties?did you actually drip nasty pre spooties into your little pansy panties because your Mistress punished you??are you kidding me you nasty disgusting fagot,you actually dripped nasty fag filth into your pretty panties,staining them with your disgusting,nasty smelling,fag juice all because I punished you?"--Mistress was talknig to me with a very disgusted look on her face as she examined my panties,and she was seriously disgusted,i could see it in her eyes and her pretty face,i couldnt help but start crying now,not only because mistress was mad and was hitting me and yelling at me,but also because of the way mistress looked as she verbally scolded me,she seriously looked so disgusted she might get sick,it crushed me to think that my Mistress thought i was that disgusting and pathetic,i cried and cried,my words came out all mumbled and jumbled up,i could not form a complete sentance,mistress just stood there looknig at what was definately stains in my panties,and it was definately pre spooty,it wasnt real cum,as i am locked in my chastity and cannot get erect,but i do tend to drip ALOT of pre spooty when mistress chastises or punishes me,Mistress knew this,I know she knew this,but she was now making me feel 2 inches tall and truly pathetic for staining my panties just because i got disciplined,i knew Mistress was just trying to humiliate me,and actually doing a great job at it,but i still could not help crying,and even as i cried and sobbed like a bitch,being humiliated like this by my Mistress,holding my panties and maknig nasty faces,tellnig me how nasty my fag cream is,and how bad it smells,and thanknig god she never has to put it near her mouth ever again,how it used to make her puke and sick to her stomach all the time when i was acting like her master and made her put that nasty fag filth into her mouth,then into her tummy,how manytimes she threw up after i left,she just kept humiliating me verbally as i knelt there sobbing,and then it happened,all this humiliation,and being in front of the greatest Mistress ever created,even though she was being mean to me,it happened,my pathetic tiny little toy of a clitty started leaking yet again,which made mistress just break out laughing,she was laughing so hard at me she couldnt even slap me anymore,she could barely call me all those names,pathetic,loser,fagboi,disgusting cum whore,etc etc etc,then Mistress showed me what she had gotten from the toy chest,it was a 7 and a half inch dildo with balls,that squirted whatever was put into the resevoir,she also had a tube of warming gel,Mistress handed me the gel and told me to lube my fag hole,which i immediately did,and soon after,i felt the heat start to build up on my asshole,then she told me to lube the cock up as she walked out of the room,minutes later mistress came back with something from the frig,i was horrified when ma'am opened it,and removed 2 condoms,full of what looked like a gallon of sperm each,well not really,but i was horrified,and started to shake and quiver like a pansy,knowing ma'am had me lube my fag hole,meant this cum was going to be forced into my bitch pussy hole,and the tears started again,and the sobbing,and the stuttering,trying to beg Mistress to please not do this,please mistress,who's cum is that,please tell me,is it safe mistress,and all to no avail as Mistress told me to shut my fagot mouth and i watched as Mistress filled the resevoir with both condoms,i was scared to death,not knowing who's cum this was,seriously,i was shaking and sobbing,tears flowing,i was a mess,as i saw Mistress,her beautiful face,the deviant look on her gorgeous face,Mistress just loved doing this to me,maknig me frightened like a little school girl,making me cry,making me shake and quiver,unable to catch my breath,Mistress serious loved this,and i could tell she was getting herself all hot and bothered as she did this to me,then Mistress put the dildo on the chair in front of the computer,and spoke to me with a deviant tone--"ok girl,get up,you are to sit on that dildo,take it all the way into your fag pussy,and once you are sitting all the way down on its balls,you are to log onto the blog,and you are to post for all the world to see,why it is you no longer have to waste time in the morning putting on certain make up,understood fag?",my heart fell,my throat closed up,i shook even more,i became really flushed and hot,i couldnt believe mistress was going to make me do this,she knew it terrified me that people may find out,Mistress knew out of all my training,this was among the top 3 things that i hated the most,that i would rather be gang banged by a room full of men and have it video taped than to have this done to me,and now that it is done,i really didnt want anyone to find out,it is also the main reason i do not mind that i am not allowed out of the house,unless Mistress is publicly humiliating me,otherwise,i never leave the house,ever,but since this happened,i really do not mind,and actually prefer it,but mistress was now insisting that i tell the world about it,and i was terrified,shaking,crying,begging her to please not do this,i will do anything,please dont make me,but mistress just told me to shut my fagot mouth,sit on my dildo,and start posting,with a slap to my face and a shove on my shoulders making me sit harder on the dildo,i got her point,and stopped begging,it was decided,so now it was so!Mistress told me to call her before posting it,so she could squeeze the balls of my dildo,and fill my fag pussy with the cum from the condoms,i stopped protesting and began typing,and this is what came out so far,and now onto the point of this post!
After about 4 or 5 weeks of Mistress teaching me,and trainnig me daily to apply make up,and look my best,she grew tired of the fact that i just could not get it right,Mistress also got very upset on the day that she decided i was a lost cause as far as make up goes,because after she spanked and paddled me severely for not applying it properly,mistress noticed that all my make up had run,and it was taking too much time re-applying after every time her little fagot cried voer something,so,Mistress forced me to go on an outing with her,and when she pulled up to a tatoo parlor that one of her friends worked in,i thought i was going to die,no way was i going to go and get another tatooo,i was already tattooed on my ass proclaiming Mistress as my owner,and had cum dumpster written across the top of my ass cheeks,please dont get me tattooed anymore,i was shaking,crying,stuttering,but to no avail,as Mistress just attached the leash and forcably dragged me from the car,pullnig and dragging me into the tattoo shop,we were met by her friend christine,at which point,i was dragged literally,and froced into a back room where she would do some "private" work,where no one could see or hear ,and the door was closed,at which point Mistress kicked me hard in the ass,then forced me to the floor,tellnig me to greet Miss Christine,although i was crying,i managed to kiss this womans feet and say hello to her,usually i must kiss the ass of the person i am greeting,but this woman was a lesbian,and had no interest in a sissy fag boi kissing her shapely bottom,Mistress then pulled by the leash into the chair,where i was told to sit,and shut my mouth,and hush up stop acting like the pansy everyone thinks i am,stop being a baby or i would be put in diapers,which brought a laugh out of this womans mouth,which in turn humiliated me to tears again,after being put in the chair,i heard Mistress tell miss Christine that she wanted make up tatooed to my face,eye liner,blush,and lipstick,the lipstick she wanted to be a very deep cocksucker red,the eye shadow she wanted to be as sisyish and pansyish as possible,perferably a hot pink,and the blush she wanted pronounced,to make me look like the silly sissy i actually was,after all,Mistress knew i would never be passable anyways,so she decided i would be a silly looking sissy maid,a little fag bitch,as i sat there and cried and tried to beg her to please not do this to me,that i didnt want this to happen,please mistress,this is permenant,please dont do this,Mistress just laughed and told me I should have thought of that before i fucked up my make up training,and before i decided to be a cry baby all the time and ruin my daily make up,i heard christine ask mistress is she was sure,because these kind of tatoos cannot be removed,possibly the blush ones can be,but the rest would seriously never be able to be removed,Mistress just looked at me,smiled deviantly,and said---"thats ok,she's not a man anyways,and never will be,and I dont care wether they can be removed or not,I prefer they can never be taken off anyways!" my heart broke,i tried to beg but just couldnt,i could see that Mistress was serious about this,and that i was going to be tatooed for the rest of my life making me look like a silly little sissy,there was now NO way out,ever again,my fate was sealed,Miss Christine came to me with a paper and told me to sign this document,i didnt get a real chance to read it as my shaking hand scribbled my signature over it,but it looked like a release form,telling all who read it that i chose tio have this done,that i was not coerced into doing it,that i knew full well that it was forever,and that I chose to have these tattoo's applied,and the tatoo parlor could not be held liable for anything at a later date,that i made this decision after she made me aware they could never ever be removed---at which point,Mistress made a copy for her to keep,and christine put the other one away,,then she tied my hands and waist to the chair,and secured my head to the back rest,so that i could not move as she tatooed me,this took alot longer than it should have,because they had to keep stopping and punishing me for crying as miss christine applied the tatoos,but eventually,i was tatooed with lipstick,eye liner,blush and eye shadow,all the while miss christine and Mistress talked about all sorts of things,like this was nothing,almost like i wasnt even there,like alot of guys have make up tatooed onto them by their forcefull mistress',and by the way,it hurt like hell,my entire face was swollen for almost a week afterwards,my eyes were swollen closed,my cheeks were puffed out,and my lips almost swelled shut,but they swelled up so much Mistress started talknig about how good they looked like that and that maybe soon she would have my lips done to keep them that big,after this,i believed every word she said,and i still think to this day that she may have them done,so ther eit is,the world now knows,sissy fag bitch violet,the little pathetic sissy maid and plaything,owned by Mistress Teresa,has permenant make up tatooed onto her faggy sissy face,although i still have to aplly a little make up here and there,and at times Mistress puts other shades of lipstick over my "cocksucker" red shade,but this stuff can never be washed off,and doesnt fade that much,so for the rest of my pathetic life,i will be tatooed,not that it matter anymore,as i have come to embrace my forced situation,and almost look forward to my days servitude,use and abuse,it has become soemthing that i look at as my life now instead of looking at it as something i try to get out of and away from,i know now i have NO choice,i only amfrightened of the day that Mistress may get sick of me and dismiss me,throwing me out of her home,then what will i do,looking like this,i can no longer walk around trying to be a male,and i do not pass as a female,my only purpose is to remain a sissy maid,a pathetic faggy silly sissy maid and sexual toy for Mistress and her friends and lovers!!!

By the way,Mistress just came in,as i informed her i was now finished,and as i sat full weight on this dildo shoved into my fag pussy,stretching me open,making my fag hole even sorer than it was,mistress came in,reached between my legs,teasing me,looking me in the eyes with a sensual,sexual,deviant look,she even toyed with my chatity device as she ran her hands all over my crotch area,then,as Mistress saw my arousal peak up,and i started dripping from my tiny slit,I saw the absoluel deviance in her eyes as I felt her hand move,then I felt the first pulse of cum shoot deep into my asshole as Mistress squeezed the balls of this dildo,then she squeezed it again hard and I felt the second shot gush up into my bowels,then the third and final squeeze of these balls sent the remaining semen deep into my anal cavity,as Mistress laughed at me and made fun of me for taking the cum of a stranger into my asshole,which made me start to cry and beg her no,but then,for some reason,Mistress took pity on me,and told me the truth--"oh stop crying you pathetic fagot,that is Rons cum,and you know as well as I do that Ron is safe,hell bitch,you have had his cum in your mouth,and asspussy before,as well as shot all over you,so stop crying,it is eprfectly safe,I just find it funny that you are sitting on my dildo,getting your ass blasted with 2 HUGE loads of man cum,and you are crying about who's it is,LOL,what a bitch,by the way slut,each of those condoms had 2 loads a piece in them from a couple of the times I was with Ron,we filled the condoms,and refrigerated them quickly,so the little cunt could have something to eat,but Idecided that this would be more humiliating for the ltitle bitch,especially after you broke my mug,andstill have yet to fix the typos on the blog,now I understand that by the look on my cunts face that you probably made a few mistakes posting this evening as well,and because you have a pussy full of man seed,I will allow you to fix ALL the typos later,but you will fix them soon cunt,we do not want people reading about what a nasty fag you are,and cant make out how humiliating it is to you now do we???"--Mistress stated with a deviant smile,then laughed at the look on my face,it was obvious to her that i could feel the man seed flowing all around in my fag pussy,Mistress just got so excited by turning me into a complete homo,sheactually came in her panties when she squeezed that cum into me,she confessed to me later that evening as i knelt before her licknig her to many many orgasms,Mistress walked to the toy chest,got out my little pink sissy butt plug,came voer to me,told me to gently and slowly lift off the cock in my fag hole--"make sure none of that man seed drips out slut,take your plug and fill that hole immediately,make sure that seed stays put,other wise",mistress said very deviantly,looking into my eyes,crinkling up her pretty little nose and making a nasty disgusting face, as she continued--"you will have to eat everything that drips out of that fag hole,"laughing but still maing yucky faces at me she continued to verbally humiliate me,"now Rons cum tastes a hell of alot better than your nasty spooty does,but I am sure it wont taste that good after its been up your sissy little fag hole bitch,so keep it up there and plug yourself quickly!"--the look on Ma'ams face was enough to humiliate anyone,let alone a sissy fag like me,and anyone that had ever been assfucked,or for that matter any real woman that has been fucked in her glorious pussy knows,that it is impossible to move and keep every drop up that hole,so as soon as the dildo popped out of my fag hole,even though i squeezed tightly,and quickly put the sissy pink plug in place and pushed it harshly in,a huge glob of man seed spilled out of my sissy pussy and landed on the chair,Mistress laughed deviantly and with a smile on her gorgeous face said---"eeeewwwww,yucky,oh well,little girl will just have to eat her man seed after it has been up a fags hole,",Mistress laughed but also made nasty and disgusted faces and sounds as I scooped up the man jism,and fed myself as My Queen watched and made fun of me and called me nasty names and told em how pathetic I was to her,and of course as usual,remeinded me that no real man would ever be caught doing this stuff,especially eating a mans cum after its been up and oozed out of my own fag hole!--Mistress reattached my leash and told me that I was going to spend the rest of the evening worshipping her love holes,as she gently this time pulled me away from the chair by my leash,stopping short and saying,--"oh,well,you already have the taste of your nasty shit hole in your mouth and tummy,midas well lick and suck that dildo clean while I go get a drink and relax and wait for you to come lick me to several orgasms,so when you are finished cleaning your dildo,bring it into the bathroom so you can wash it properly after I go to bed,then get your pathetic fagot ass into the living room and kneel at my feet,face between my thighs and prepare to worship my treasure properly all night long cunt boi!",Mistress made a point of making more disgusted faces as shewatched me lower my mouth onto the dildo and laughed and make gaging noises calling me a pathetic cock whore and shit hole licker as she walked away,telling me as she left the room--"its a damn good thing you are a great pussy and asshole licker pansy boi,otherwise as pathetic of a loser as you truly are,I would have NO use for you and dismiss you immediately,then what would the fag slut do???I guess you would have to be a gay prostitute for the rest of your pathetic life,huh fag boi???"giggling Mistress walked away leaving me to lick my dildo clean,i am so ashamed of myself,i am so disgusted with how low i have sunk,seriously,i am truly a disgusting low life little worm and a true faggy sissy boi and sex toy,but i truly love and adore Mistress Teresa,so if this is the only way she will allow me in her life,then so be it!!!

First Time Mistress went away for the weekend without her fag! part 2

once my sobbing slowed down,and Mistress had enough of her pet sissy maid crying into her bed,Mistress yelled from the hallway,"ok cunt,enough of your sissy sobbing,straighten yourself up,get those panties back up over that bruised bottom,and get your queer ass back to your chores before reporting for sissy bedtime!"the tone in her voice was some what irritation,i was hoping Mistress wasnt going to be punishing me anymore this evening,as my bottom hurt so very badly still from my previous beating,i quickly stood up from the bed,and pulled my soft pink sissy panties up over my bruised and battered bottom,even the silky material hurt as it ran over my cheeks,i cringed in pain as i straightened my panties and put my skirt back in order,not wanting to whine out and further irriate my Mistress,i held in my agony,i quickly replied out--"yes Mistress,thank you Mistress,may i be of assistance to Mistress before finishing my chores Ma'am?"--
Mistress replied "No slut,just get the chores done,Mistress wants to lay down,and rest,so keep your fairy ass quit as you finish up"

"yes Mistress" i replied softly as i went about finishing up my night time chores.
It was friday evening,and usually,when Mistress didnt have company,i was ordered to give Mistress a nice slow back and thigh massage and then perform orally on her beautiful treasure until she climaxed several times,kicked me off the bed,rolled voer and went to sleep,but Mistress didnt say anything before laying down to rest,so after finishing my night chores,i quickly went to her bedroom door,knelt,and softly knocked hoping not to be bothering my Queen or upset her,Mistress shouted out towards the closed door,-"what slut?"
to which i meekly and softly replied,"Mistress,your sissy is finished with the chores,is there anything Ma'am requires of her slut now?"i knelt quitly waiting for her reply,hoping mistress would allow me to orally worship her before bed time,but my heart fell as i heard her reply,"no bitch,just go into your sissy bed,be sure to wake Mistress 1 hour earlier tomorrow,as me and Miss Kim are leaving early,understood fagot?"
i replied heart broken as i hoped i was going to be able to lick my Queens magnificiant pussy that evening,and then be allowed to sleep at the foot of her bed,"yes Mistress,gn Mistress,sweet dreams my Queen",i then slowly walked into the other room,where i had to change into my sissy night gown,then get into my sissy bed,which was basically just a pink mat on the floor,a hot pink sissy pillow,and a little girls pink blanket with flowers all over it,i quickly changed,and put my hair up so as not to muss it up while sleeping,took my make up off,then turned off all the lights and slipped into my sissy bed,i hated not being able to be allowed to at least sleep at the foot of Mistress Teresa's bed,or even on the floor beneath her,i adored just being near my owner these days!i set my alarm to go off an hour earlier,as i get up an hour an a half before my Mistress as it is,so i cna dress properly,put my make up on,then make her breakfast and get her things ready before waking her,this night i would only get a few hours sleep,and i wouldnt even go to sleep with the great taste of my Queens nectre on my tongue and smell on my face!
i awoke the next morning,got dressed,made ma'ams breakfast,got all her things ready,then softly woke her up,after helping ma'am in the bathroom,which usually means kneeling between her thighs at the foot of the toilet as she pees,then licking the pee off her gorgeous pussy,asscheeks,thighs,and where ever else it may have splashed,i then kneel as Ma'am brushes her teeth,and what have you,then i crawl behind ma'am to the dining area,where after ma'am sits,i stand,and serve her breakfast,and then wait for any further orders,as Ma'am ate her eggs and toast,she spoke to me,"bitch,Mistress has decided that she is going to give you the chance to prove you can be a good girl and house pet,which means,I am not going to have someone stop by and baby sit you,but I am going to make sure Miss Melissa calls and checks on you regularly,understood pet?,--"oh yes Ma'am,thank you so much Mistress"i replied with glee,happy as hell Mistress was not gonig to have a stranger come by and baby sit me,humiliating me even further is at all possible,i knelt by her side now with a huge smile on my fag face as Mistress continued,"I am also leaving you a list of certain things you will do in my absence,which include you wearing your medium sized butt plug,which I know you are not used to having in your fag hole for very long,but you are going to train that hole to keep larger objects in it for longer periods for me,also,you will take ma'ams big strap on,secure it to the chair i am sitting in,and you will perform cocksucking lessons each and every night I am gone for 30 minutes,you are to give the strap on head,a hand job,then you are to suck it like you do my lovers cocks,and you are to get it as deep in that queer thraot as possible,and remember fag boi,MEN like to hear you gag and choke on their cocks,Mistress doesnt like it,so open that throat up nice and wide while you practice,there are also several other things on the list that you will do each day after you are finished with your normal every day chores,understood pet?'mistress shot me a glance with a deviant smile,as she watched my face go from happy to horror,Mistress just lvoed doing this to me,taking me from one extreme to the other in seconds,i submissively and softly answered,"yes Ma'am,b-b-b-b,yes Ma'am"---"but what fagot???was that a but you where gonig to add queer boi?" Mistress said to me in a deviant and very Domme voice,--"no Mistress,i'm sorry,its nothing,you are always correct,i apologize Mistress Teresa"---"bet your faggy ass I am always right bitch,now clean up this mess,then help me dress,bring my suite case down to the car,then get back to your chores cunt!"Mistress said to me as she stood up and walked towards her bedroom now finished with breakfast,",I wuickly got up from my kneeling position,cleaned up the breakfast dishes,then reported to Mistress to help her get ready,when i got to her bedroom,my heart jumped,and even though still locked away,my tiny little pee pee jumped and tried to get all hard in its cage,i couldnt believe the sight i was seeing,Mistress was standing there,already dressed in her under things,and she was wearing the sexiest lingerie i had ever seen,her gorgeous firm tits sticking straight up,and the nipples peeking out thru the peek a boo holes,the crotchless panties opened up just right to give anyone looking a sight of the most beautiful pussy ever created,her goreous tanned thighs and legs covered with natural stockings,held in place by a sexy garter belt,her beautiful feet encased in the stockings showed her painted toenails,Mistress was a sight to behold,she could make a gay man hard and drip just by sight,Mistress could give a dead man an erection,that is how beautiful and sexy she truly is,Mistress is so sexy,charming,and gorgeous that she even makes straight woman wet in their panties looknig at her,that is how truly amazing this woman is,Mistress must have noticed me just standing there staring at her,and after allowing me a bit of a show,like turning slightly and offering me a view of her gorgeous ass cheeks,so firm,so lovely,a true work of art,and the seat of her power,Mistress seriously has the most perfect ass ever created,any man that didnt immediately get hard or want to kiss and touch it,had to be dead,even gay men loved that shapely firm gorgeous ass of hers,giving me a second to adore the seat of her power,slightly bending at the waist,Mistress looked over at me,and deviantly said--"what the hell ae you ,looknig at fagot?you know this is only for real men,and you certainly are not a real man are you pet?"Mistress said this as she straightened herself up,and with a coy tone,knowing she was killing me,i quickly averted my eyes,bowed my head,and meekly mumbled out,"no Ma'am,i am not a real anymore,i am just your pet",i was cut short with a snicker from Mistress,"anymore"anymore??ANYMORE fagot??,you were never a real man bitch,look how easily Mistress turned you into the fagot sissy maid plaything you are today,so little bitch,sorry to burst your bubble,but you were never a real man,just a little sissy fag waiting for the right woman to come along and take control of the cunt!"Mistress said to me in a very deviant and humiliating tone,then ordered me to help her put on her clothing,which was the shrtest mini skirt i ever saw her wear,and a soft see thru blouse and a set of nice little heels that complimented the outfit,i was just stunned at how short the skirt was,ma'am beautiful asscheeks peeked out the bottom of it,and you could see her nipples thru the blouse,i was amazed,cuz Mistress never went out in public like this,and Mistress must have noticed this look on my face,because she spoke as i strapped up her heels--"Mistress wants to look like a little slut for these young studs we are meeting pet,this is why I am dressed like this,and Miss Kim is dressing just as trashly my little bitch,these young bulls are gonna blow their first of very many loads right into their pants the second they see us!"Mistress said matter of factly,and i agreed,no man could contain his load seeing my mistress dressed this way,NO MAN NO HOW!--when ma'am was dressed i took her suite case down to the car,i hated going out dressed like the sissy fag i now was,but i was getting used to it,and i am sure ma'ams neighbors were getting used to seeing a fag sissy maid around by now!,as i was just shutting the trunk and turning to go back into the house,Miss Kim pulled up,honknig her horn,loudly,and several times over and voer,i could see her laughing,this woman just loved humiliating me,she kept honking and honking,hoping i am sure,that all the neighbors would look out to see what the comotion was,and get a look at Mistress Teresa's sissy maid,i tried to quickly walk back to the house,but just as i got to the door,Miss Kim shouted out--"hey fagot,stop right there,get that fairy little ass back here,i have some things for the sissy bitch to bring in to her Mistress!",kim shouted loudly,trying her best to humiliate me in public,i saw Mistress look out the window and she had a smile on her face,so i knew i wasnt getting any help from her,i also saw the neighbor on the left look out,shake his head,and close the blinds,i turned a thousand shades of red and i quickly minced back towards Miss Kims car,she had a look of total and utter contempt on her face as she looked at me,shaking her head she spoke with nothing but contempt in her voice,--"how fucknig pathetic are you,i cannot believe Teresa ever allowed you to be her boyfriend,what afucknig joke you are,a total sissified pansy joke!" Miss Kim finished with a shake of her head as she threw a package at me telling me to bring it to my Mistress,the package was no larger than a big envelope,something she could of obviously put in her pocket and brought in herself,but ever so obvious was the fact that she only intended on humiliating me,and calling me names,hoping the neighbors would catch a glimpse of Ma'ams pathetic pansy sissy maid,i took the package and curtsied quickly saying,"yes Miss Kim,thank ma'am",then tried to hurry back to the house,but as trained,i never walk in fron of a domme,and i am always to wait for them and open doors for them,so i had to go at her pace,which was slower than a snail,seriously,first off she took her sweet assed time dilly dallying around by the car,looknig in her purse for nothing at all,just making me stand there,being seen by all passersby,then she walked to the door very slowly,the whole way claling me names and verbally humiliating me,also informing me as to how well mistress is going to be fucked and used this weekend,kim had such deviance in her voice as she did this--"you seriously are pathetic,nasty little small dicked fagot,no wonder Teresa is going away with me this weekend to get fucked and used by 2 of the hottest studs you ever saw,but you would most likely just want to suck on their huge fat man cocks huh sissy gurl??little fucking queer!",miss kim said as she laughed and shook her head,as we reached the front door,i reached out to open it for Miss Kim,but Mistress opened it before i could,--"I am ready to leave fag boi,make sure you behave yourself,like a good sissy fag!",pausing slightly to look at kim and giggle,as i heard kim chuckle at my humiliation,then ma'am continued,"dont forget the list on the table of other things you are to do,and also bitch,I think this weekend you should go thru all my winter clothing,sew and make repairs to any item that needs it,wash them all again,then put them away for the up coming winter months,also cunt,dont forget Master Micheal will be calling to check up on you,you had better be having yourself and act like a good little sissy house pet!",my heart,already racing,jumped and my throat closed up a bit,as Mistress told me these things standing outseide,but i knew she was just playing along with kim's humiliation game,also,i hated that melissa was called my MASTER in front of anyone,especially miss kim,as she always laughed her little ass off when she heard melissa called my Master,or any man called my master,seeing how kim knew of my past relationship with Mistress and that i thought of myself as her Master,and she also knew of all my previous relationships with submissive women,Mistress told her all about how i thought i was a man and a dominant master,so kim loved humiliating me with this,and laughing at me when i was told about having not only a master,but a sissy crossdressed master that was now sleeping with my love of my life and ex slave!kim always took this opportunity to ask me humiliating things and then laugh at me for being so pathetic---"so cunt,what it is like to have to kneel to your Mistress' boifriend and call him Master as he rams his cock into your face??"kim said deviantly as she giggled,continuing,"what kind of woman would ever submit to such a faggy assed sissy cock smoker like you???no offense Teresa,and at least you did something about it,but can you imagine,submitting to this pole smoking cum dumpster of a queer sissy boi?"laughing at me,both of them turned and left,Mistress looking back over her shoulder and yelling towards me---"you make damn sure you keep that fagot ass in the house pet,and follow your rules cunt,or there will be hell to pay!now go do your chores,dont forget to get out the bigger butt plug first pansy girl!",i heard them both laughing as they got into the car and i quickly got back into the house,humiliated to almost tears,knowing that all the neighbors,as well as many passerbys not only seen me dressed this way and treated like a nasty fagot slave,but also many of them most likely heard mistress andher friend say these things to me,especially how i must go shove a bigger butt plug into my asshole before doing the house work!
i was finnaly in the house safe and secure,but i hadnt even gotten to plugging myself,when i had this strange feeling run over me,i thought i would enjoy being in the house by myself,but strange thing is,mistress wasnt even off the street yet,and i already missed her dearly,even is she was being mean to me this morning,i missed her dearly already,and she isnt even half way out of town yet,i knelt there with the medium plug in my hand lubing it up with warming gel,thinknig of how this was effecting me,actually missing being treated like this,then i slowly pushed the tip of the plug into my fag hole,opening myself up,i was used to be used anally by now,even haven taken real cock up my ass now,but the size of this plug frightened me,and stretched my poor tight little hole to its limits,making me feel like it was tearing me apart,usually i could slip my butt plug into place andhave my panties back up and be on my way to doing chores all in less than a minute,but this was taking forever,the plug was ripping me open,stretching me to no end,i slowly and with little force,pushed and pushed,trying to relax and open myself up,i just couldnt get over the fact htey called this a medium plug,yet the enormous size of its girth opened up fag bois like me to the point of tears!!finally,after a very long time of coaxing this massive thing into my fag hole,it slipped passed the bulbous middle,and tucked itself into place firmly up my now sore and throbbing asshole,it was hard to move after pushing this huge thing into myself,but i managed,barely,slipping my panties back up,damn i could feel this thing fillnig me up,making me feel like a had a friggen football up my queer hole,then i slowly walked,barely that is,towards the kitchen to start my daily chores,i could feel each and every step in my asshole,every time my cheeks swished passed each other as i minced like the queer i now was,the plug would move,and cause me alot of discomfort,damn i hope this thing loosens me up and starts to at least feel some what comfortable!!!my weekend hasnt even begun and i am off to a very slow start,and feel as though some one drove a car up my ass,but at least no-one was going to be here baby sitting me,and no-one would be stopping in to use the sissy fag,not until monday morning,when Mistress was slated to return!!!

First Time Mistress went away for the weekend without her fag!

this post is about the very first time Mistress Teresa ever went away for the entire weekend without bringing me,and without telling me anything of her plans,she just informed me that she would not be home until late monday afternoon,and that I was to behave like the pathetic sissy house bitch she had turned me into.
Before leaving Mistress warned me to follow the rules properly,or there would be hell to pay when she got home. At dinner that evening,Mistress had me kneel by her side as she ate,and she spoke to me as the house boi she turned me into--"ok bitch,like Mistress has told you,I will not be here for the entire weekend,but that doesnt mean you will be free to do as you like,you will still perform ALL your chores,and you will act accordingly like the pathetic little cunt sissy you truly are,you WILL follow all the rules just as if Mistress was home,do NOT let me find out you misbehaved in the least bitch,or your ass will be black and blue for a month,and your little tiny cockette clitty will be tortured severely,as well as having ALL your privalages taken away from you,understood?"---i bowed my head and meekly replied,"yes my Queen"
"good bitch,Now,after you are finished cleaning up after my dinner,and you bring me my drink in the living room,you are to go to Mistress' bedroom,and pack my things for the weekend,I have written down some of the things you will pack,and will make sure they are clean,and properly ironed for your Mistress,understood pet?"
"yes my Queen,"i replied head still bowed
"ok bitch,good,now start cleaning up,then get your queer ass into my bedroom and begin,the list of things to pack is on the dresser,and make sure my boots and heels are properly cleaned,and polished,I will be wearing the boots with the 5 inch heels,and the other shoes will be the 4 inch red heels,and the six inch black heels,Mistress wants her legs and ass to look great for her trip",Mistress said as she giggled coyly at me,knowing i hated when she went out looking like that,because it used to be me she dressed like that for,and now it was other men and her crossdressing boifriend and my Master,Melissa/micheal--i quickly replied "yes Mistress,and if i may Goddess,your beautiful bottom looks great in ANYTHING you wear my Queen",then i got up from my kneeling position and curtsied,before walknig to the kitchen to start my chores,mistress replied to me as I was curtseying,"well thank you bitch boi,I know you adore and worship Mistress' beautiful bottom,but you are a sissy fag,and when you look at it,you fantasize about kissing and licking it,but when a real man looks at it,he fantasizes about grabbing and fucking it,shoving his big thick man cock into its tight hole,so I want it to look really good ",Mistress laughed a bit at the  face i made as she said these things to me,but she was right,as always,when i looked at that gorgeous ass of hers now,all i thought of was kissing and licknig it,and i knew when a real man looked at it,he only thought of how great his man cock would feel up its tight hole!
i went to the kitchen and started my chores,still flush and blushing from hearing the news and the thought of men using my Mistress for sex and mistress using them for her pleasure as well. when i finished the chores,i returned to the dining room,where mistress was just finishing up,i took her plates and things to the kitchen,then poured her a drink and brought it to her in the living room where she was sitting and reading,i entered,curtsied,and handed ma'am her drink,then went back to the kitchen and finished up the dinner plates,once finished,i went to the hall,and asked ma'am if i could report to her bedroom,and follow her orders to pack her things,Mistress didnt even look up,just said"yes bitch,and make sure everything looks and smells great,you wouldnt want your Mistress to be embarrassed would you pet?"--"no mistress,of course not,ty",then i quickly curtsied and went to ma'ams bedroom,where i found the list of things she left for me to pull out and pack for her trip,when i read it over,i noticed that most of the items on the list were lingerie,and not just ordinary bed time lingerie,but some of her sexiest lingerie,which kind of made sense considering the orders she gave me about the foot wear i was to polish and pack,the other items were bathing suites,and stuff like that,in fact,there was only 1 set of normal every day clothing on the list,my mind raced,and naturally all i could think of was that the reasoning behind these items was because Mistress planned on spending most of the weekend behind closed doors having sex,or in a pool or on a beach when she wasnt using a man for her pleasure,even though mistress had completely humbled and broken me,and i was almost 100 percent fine with the plain and simple fact that i was going to spend the rest of my life as a sissy maid and sexual servant,it still made me very jealous and upset that not only were other men going to be using my mistress for sex,but also that the man/sissy that Mistress forced me to service as his slave,Miss melissa/Master Micheal was allowed to have fun with her as well as i was to stay home alone,doing my chores and acting like a good sissy bitch locked up in chastity,but i would never complain to mistress about all this,not only would it get me a severe punishment,but mistress would only laugh and say,of course cunt,you are only a pathetic little dicked fagot,why should you have any fun,and look at how beautiful your mistress is,dont you want mistress to be pleasured and happy?,and after agreeing with her and crying like a bitch,she would then paddle me severely and then torture my little clitty and fag pussy,so i have learned to bite my tongue even though it still bothered me!
i quickly packed all of ma'ams things,then took her foot wear out,i wiped them down,knowing that they were all just polished,mistress insists i clean and polish all of her footwear regularly,so all i really had to do was wipe them down a bit,after packing everything up and placing the suite case aside,i went to the living room to inform mistress that i was finished,cursetying when entering of course,but i noticed that Mistress was on the phone,so i went to where she was sitting,knelt,and placed my head down almost on her lap,as most of the time MIstress enjoys petting my head like you would a dog while she is on the phone or watching tv,but not all the time,so i keep my head just above her lap until she either pulls it into her lovely lap,or pushes it aside letting me know she doesnt want to pet her fagot,this time though,Mistress pulled my head into her lap,and started stroking my hair,its funny,but even this made me feel good,it made me feel that Mistress loved her servant and sissy boi,even though i never evesdrop on Mistress,i naturally could not help but hear her conversation,and noticed right away it was Miss Kim she was speaking to,Miss Kim is a friend of Mistress Teersa's,and its one of her friends that i cannot stand,and Mistress knows this,I didnt like her when i was Ma'ams so called Master,and Kim hated me when I was acting like Mistress' Master,seriously,she hated my guts,but as soon as she found out that Mistress turned me into nothing more than a sissy fag bitch,she found reasons to come to Ma'ams home all the time,she TRULY enjoyed humiliating me,to the point of tears,and i have never met anyone that seriously enjoyed torturing the tiny pathetic balls of a sissy more than Miss Kim,she makes a point of verbally humiliating me until i cry,then she spends what seems like an eternity torturing my tiny little balls while i cry and scream out into my penis gag. the first time Miss Kim ever saw me dressed up like a sissy little fag servant,she laughed so hard she literally pee'd her panties,of coruse i was forced to suck and lick them clean of her piss while i was severely paddled and tortured by her and Mistress,and there are times that Mistress just loves having Miss Kim over to use her pet fagot,but all that is another story,as i laid there,my head in my Queens lap,her beautiful soft hands stroking my hair,i listened as she spoke to Miss Kim,and the way the conversation was going,it seemed like Miss Kim was the one Mistress was going to be spending the weekend with,towards the end of the conversation,i heard my Mistress say,"oh I will have Melissa call and check on her,or maybe have someone drop by and make sure she is being a good girl",then the giggling that always followed Mistress refering to me as a "her" or a "girl",and i could her the laughter thru the phone from Miss Kim,she loved calling me a girl and calling me her or she,never ever refered to me in the male form ever,either callnig me fag,sissy,girl,or her,she really loved refering to me as q ueer,cocksucker,cum dumpster,it actually made her hot to verbally humiliate me and watch the reactions i made,and the tears she would cause,but again,thats all another story,when i heard Mistress tell her that she would have Miss Melissa call and check up on me,my mind started racing,my heart raced a bit,and i started wondering where and what my Mistress was going to do,and even though i know better than to ever question my Mistress about anything,i just couldnt help myself,as soon as she hung up the phone,without permission to speak,i meekly asked--"Mistress,i-i-i thought you were going to s-s-pend the weekend with Miss Melissa,your not??"
i knew i was going to get it just by Ma'ams reaction,she stopped petting me instantly,and shoved me from her lap,then before i was even fully back into a kneeling position,i felt the sting of her hand slap across my face,then i heard the anger in her voice as she shouted--"how dare you bitch,who the hell do you think you are questioning me?and how dare you listen in on my phone conversations you little pervert!",then another slap,and another,then Mistress stood up,grabbed my hair,and started dragging me towards her bedroom,yelling at me and calling me names the whole way,as i tried and tried to apologize,pleading with her not to punish me,telling her over and over how sorry i was,but to no avail,Mistress just dragged me towards the bedroom,which could only mean i was in for a severe punishment,if Mistress was only going to spank me,she would have done it right there in the living room,i was only taken to her bedroom for severe punishments,and for sexual use,i cried and cried and begged her to please not hurt me,how sorry i was,but Mistress was angry,and rightfully so,i knew better than that,but did it anyways,so in my heart i knew i deserved whatever Ma'am was going to do to me!
once in the bedroom,Mistress shoved me away from her towards the bed,kicking me harshly in the ass as she did,then yelling out at me--"get that pansy ass up and over the edge of the bed bitch,and pull those panties down to your thighs,lift that skirt up,and put that pathetic face in the bed,as i do not wish to hear your screams!"--Mistress said to me as she walked to the cabinet that housed most of her more lethal discipline implements,tears flooded out of my eyes,and i sobbed like a little girl,knowing that begging was not going to help,i just pushed my face into the bed after lowering my panties and raising my skirt up,i cried and cried into the bed,mumbling out please no,please i'm sorry,but to no avail,Mistress wasnt even listening to my mumblings,with my face pushed into the bed i couldnt see mistress and with my carrying on,i didnt hear her either,but i sure knew what she was up to when that strap hit my bottom,i screached outinto the bed,as the pain seared thru my bottom,then another slap with the strap,and another,over and over Mistress hit my bottom with the razor strap,causing intense pain,and forcing me to scream and cry so loud and hard that eventually,no sounds came out of my mouth as she hit me,just tears falling,and muffled sobbing noises as Mistress continued to punish me for being an insolent sissy,the pain was horrific,but then it stopped,and i felt Mistress running her hands over my cheeks,Mistress loved feeling the fresh heat rise off of a spanked sissys ass,i could barely breath,and i was hsaking like a leaf,crying,trying to make noise but nothing would come out,the pain was terrible,and felt like my ass was literally on fire,then after a few minutes of feeling her wonderful caressing hands,i felt the brutal,mind altering,hell fire of a strike across my asscheeks,it made me see stars ,seriously,it hurt so badly i literally saw stars,then another strike,and yet another,over and over i was being hit with an implement that was causing me to nearly pass out,i couldnt even scream any ,longer,and for the first time in a very long time,i tried to move away from the punishing blows,which only made Mistress even more angry,strike after strike raining down on my defenseless ass cheeks,finally i was able to scream aagin,but it came out more like a cat howling,i cried and cried,trying to beg her to stop this brutal attack on my poor butt cheeks,but Mistress just kept going,hitting me over and over,then finally,when i thought i seriously was about to pass out,mistress stopped,i couldnt see,hear,or even move by this point,mistress literally beat me into submission,again,i cried so hard i lost my voice,so i couldnt even thank her for stopping,i just laid across the edge of the bed like a useless lump,my heart raced,my mouth was dry,but my face was soaked with tears and sweat,i felt my pulse beating throughout my entire body,especially in my ears,nose,eyes,and ass cheeks,my poor butt felt like it was peeled away and set on fire,after a few minutes i saw mistress lay the implement onto the bed in front of my head,i could now see a little,and was horrified to see that Mistress had just beaten my ass with the sissy pink heart shaped paddle,which sounds cute and funny,until you feel this thing hit you,the reason it leaves heart shaped marks on your bottom,is because it has heart shaped metalic slugs in between 2 leather paddles,and when you get hit with it,the metal slugs hit with several more times the force of the leather paddle,and leaves the mark of the ehart,well Mistress beat my ass so harshly with it,i was sure i had red hearts all over my now beaten ass,then i felt mistress running her lovely hands over my bottom again,but this time it hurt so badly it actually felt like she was spanknig me every time she barely touched my cheeks,and i quivered and shook and cried with each stroke of her soft delicate hands,with mistress now sitting next to me hushing me,tellnig me to calm down,and get ahold of myself,still running her hands all over my freshly beat bottom,i tried to control myself,but just couldnt,mistress continued caressing and admiring her handy work on my ass,as she spoke---"hush cunt,calm down little girl,enough of that,get ahold of yourself sissy or Mistress will bring out even more paddles,now bitch,dont you ever question your Mistress ever again,you know better than that,and this beating was so severe because you do know better,dont you ever ever again do that little bitch boi,or the next beating will be worse!,Now to answer your noisy little questions bitch,no,Mistress is not going away this weekend with Miss Melissa,I am going away with Miss Kim,and 2 nice young gentle men we met at the gym,we are going to the beach,and we are going for a weekend of laying on the beach,swimming,and sex,sex,sex!,got it cunt?"---Mistress made her point by lightly slapping my ass cheeks,but in this condition,even a light slap on them felt like she just let go with a cane on them,giggling,and commenting on what a sissy girl i am crying like this after only a strapping and a paddling,mistress continued--"now,obviously you do not know how to be a good girl yet,so I may have to have someone stop in and check up on you,thing is,I would generallyhave Miss Kim do that,but seeing how she will be with me,I may have to see about fidning a man to stop by and make sure you are behaving,"giggling at me coyly,i began to cry and cry and beg please mistress,noooooooo----but mistress just slapped my cheeks again and told me to hush up,you obviously cannot be counted on to act properly,so someone must stop by and check on you,possibly even baby sit the sissy,but the only friend i count on to discipline you will be with me fucknig the hell out of those 2 young studs,so who will it be???well mistress will have to think about this one fagot,you just lay there and rest a bit,then you will get your queer ass out of my bedroom and get back to chores while I rest and relax before my nice little sex trip this weekend,Mistress laughed as she heard me cry into the bed hearing her talk about this trip like this,and also the possibility of having someone i never met check on me during the weekend,this scared the hell out of me and she knew it,and it was making her laugh at what the thought was doing to me!